As I take an inventory of my time, I find I am either doing too much or too little. I constantly strive for balance. It generally is not there.
Right now, I'm at the "too little" stage. After that cancer scare in January, I bowed out of some volunteerism. I stopped my daily hour at the Salvation Army Thrift Store. (I was in charge of keeping a section of shelves clean and orderly.)
I stepped aside from my two active CASA cases. (It's pretty hard to be a support to someone when you need support yourself.)
But now, I'm on the mend. My "bosom buddies" have arrived. I belong to the cancer support group and do water exercises at the "Y". I have lots of time with no place to go. I do a daily 12-step meeting. I play computer games (Travian) with a passion.
I noticed, from my local village publication, that there is a program where "Seniors" can volunteer in our local schools. I can be a stand-in "grandparent" for a day. I can help the little ones with reading, spelling, or math. I signed up. I'm waiting.
My prayer is to be of service. I'm looking for a place to contribute. I know I can't just sit on my keester and eat ice cream every day. Perhaps we all need to be needed.